6/13/02
I think that the legacy of Irvine is gone (now that I don't live there anymore). Now it's just a place where I have a condo that gets rented out to other people. So, I've got Irvine, Santa Ana, Carlsbad, and San Diego to play around in when I'm down in Southern California. Far more entertaining and far less depressing than sitting home alone in my room all day far removed from any human contact. Yipee.
1/23/02
Irvine is just BORING. There's absolutely nothing to do there. It would be somewhat more decent if there was a constant internet connection and a decent computer, but it doesn't even have that. There is absolutely nothing to do there. But, it's home. There's always something driving me back there. Mostly the sun and beaches, pools and jacuzzis. Mmm...I can't get enough of that. I so miss that.
12/20/01
God, Irvine has such a power over me. I'm not even in Irvine yet and I'm already crumbling. My whole way of dealing with the world changes when I go to Irvine. I mean, I still have trace unstableness outside of Irvine, but the intensity reaches very scary levels when I'm in Irvine and the surrounding days that I'll be in Irvine. I become this ball of trauma. I start feeling guilty over things and hating life, getting really depressed. It's not pretty. I'm a wreck right now. Make it stop!
Oh the hell that is Irvine.
Exodus to the bay area
Irvine High
